I Dont Know What To Do

I wish I could go back to the Friday before it all

Where we laughed and kissed and hugged.

Who knew the difference of three days

My eyes hurt

I wish you would say it a joke, like you always do

My head hurts

Who knew that three years was so easily thrown away

My chest hurts, I feel a stone weighing me down

I wish I could still embrace you

Temptation of those who cannot see past it

I wish we were enough

The waves of emotion, a hurricane 

I’m not ready for it to be over, please tell me it’s not over

All I want is you, hold me hold me.

You say you still love me, and I still love you too

I’m already so cold, I need your warmth

The night became morning and it still didn’t make sense

What happened to the person I called home

I miss you already and I don’t know what to do

Please don’t let this be true

I love you and always will