Fire drill

Ajax (he/xe)

Flashing lights

Loud noises

The ringing fills my ear

These drills are for our safety

So why do they leave me in tears

The sudden noise 

The lights brighter than the sun

I curl up into a ball

Waiting for the hits

The pain

That follows the yelling

But it never comes

Everyone staring at me

Awkward moments

"I'm ok"

Am I?

Or am I just a mess up

Someone who can't even deal

with loud noises and bright lights

And now all the attention

Is on me

Please help

I hate it

 

  • Author: Ajax (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: October 17th, 2021 21:29
  • Comment from author about the poem: This happened recently at school hahaha, it was scary
  • Category: Sad
  • Views: 15
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Comments1

  • L. B. Mek

    wonderful depiction, a brave portrait of self discovery
    'when you look-up, and realise
    they're not looking at you
    because your actions of self survival were 'strange', but
    because they're too 'conditioned'
    to react, 'as one'
    and so find your independent expression of self, even
    if its that weakness you 'choose' to display, as an 'oddity'
    they either fear or demean...'
    (thanks for sharing, as usual
    really well written)



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