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SaaskiiaBonita

I don't want to be here I say over and over inside of my brain

Thinking if I say it enough it will make me sane

Time they say, heals all pain 

But I don't believe them even tho they have nothing to gain

From a lie. A white one but a lie never the less

"you should be happy, you're so blessed!" 

I feel like I'm on the merry go round of work, eat, sleep

Never doing anything, all I do is repeat

I'll wake up one day and know ill regret,

Everything I did do.... everything I didn't.

I wish people could feel how I feel, just for a day, 

I'm remaining in this existence to please other people

And I feel like I don't have a say,

 if I did I would end this pain 

  • Author: SaaskiiaBonita (Offline Offline)
  • Published: October 25th, 2021 15:49
  • Category: Unclassified
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  • dusk arising

    What doesn't kill you makes you stronger! Your day will come, hang in there, you don't know it but you're growing in strength of mind and personality.... the future WILL be yours.



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