TBC

I don't want to be here I say over and over inside of my brain

Thinking if I say it enough it will make me sane

Time they say, heals all pain 

But I don't believe them even tho they have nothing to gain

From a lie. A white one but a lie never the less

"you should be happy, you're so blessed!" 

I feel like I'm on the merry go round of work, eat, sleep

Never doing anything, all I do is repeat

I'll wake up one day and know ill regret,

Everything I did do.... everything I didn't.

I wish people could feel how I feel, just for a day, 

I'm remaining in this existence to please other people

And I feel like I don't have a say,

 if I did I would end this pain