Tired

Ajax (he/xe)

I'm tired

I'm tired of not understanding

I'm tired of hiding all this

I'm tired of moving

I'm tired of self harm

I'm tired of not eating

I'm tired of life

So why do I keep living? 

Cause I'm too scared to die

Why do I not eat? 

So I'm not seen as fat

Why do I keep self harming?

To stay in control

Why do I keep moving? 

So others question nothing

Why do I hide it all?

To not become a bother

Why can't I understand?

That I do not know.

 

  • Author: Ajax (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: October 26th, 2021 17:52
  • Comment from author about the poem: i don't know man, I don't know.
  • Category: Sad
  • Views: 22
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Comments3

  • dusk arising

    Just keep living and as you grow older along will come answers, most of all though... keep writing, it will do great things for your reasoning.

  • spilleronsheet

    It’s sad
    Keep writing
    Keep posting
    Maybe healing will be rapid

  • Paul Bell

    Time to dump the baggage and get back to basics. Get fit, get active, get out of your environment, get volunteering. When you're ready for the world, the world will be ready for you.



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