Falling apart

I built a fortress 

My own home

That helped me to block out the light 

Always and forever 

But it seems to breaking 

Slowly little cracks showing

No matter how hard I cover them up 

Another one will come 

I am ship that had been sailing fine

But now has holes where water floods

Even if I close every the gap

I can't erase it 

Still I will have a water 

Still the light seeps thru 

Scolding my skin as it touches

And there's nothing I can do 

But I must do something 

I can't let u ruin my hard work

I can't let u break down my walls

Only to see how broken I am

I won't 

I won't 

Even if it means pushing you away

Hurting you 

I'll do it 

So you don't have to see how i am falling apart

I don't want u to care

Cause it hurts 

It hurts to care 

It hurts to love 

It hurts to live 

And I'm falling apart because of it

But I won't drag u down with me