SAme

 You're not Here; I don't care, I don't dare, you're not there, either. Caught in a lie, Chasing the chase, Have you no real taste?  I feel cheated, chastised and defeated. I don't need it; it's yours, you bleed it. I thot I needed you. You didn't really want me; just the idea, the grandeur. You need me and I'm not wanting you like I foolishly used to. I'm a mother, daughter, sister, lover, not a thief . Hell! I'm even a brother, a chief, and even a priest. I am no judge nor cane; someone else's reason of guilt or shame. Tis ultimately our own "will doing,"causing disdain! Nothing Left to lose or Anything to gain. Simple, true, & purely plain. Life and I' are not a game. "SaMe."