I see the worries in your eyes
Your such a good woman
How many miles have you experienced with me
How many moments have I caused you to questioned my behavior
I might not say this to you
But I know that I dont deserve your kind of faithfulness
I've pushed you away so much
I've caused you so many different kinds of emotions
I've turned this home into a place were you dont feel secure and loved
You would think that your heart wouldn't be here still
You have never left my side
You have never given up like I have
I know you wonder of when will things get better
I know that the man that I'm acting like is not the one you know
I know that I've lost myself and I'm having a hard time coming back
I know that I am wrong for taking your life to this point
I know that I dont treat you like the way God intended it
I know that saying sorry won't heal up the time that I've wasted hurting you
But I will say this
I know that Im not a man
I don't even know what that looks like anymore 
I've hurted you because I'm hurt
But that's no excuse
Your forgiveness towards me is unbelievable
But still I don't deserve a woman like you

 

Miguel. V