burdened

robin jayne

sometimes i’m there again

and all i can hear is boots stomping up the stairwell and radio chatter

and my heart quickly begins to race with adrenaline
and my eyes begin to leak

 

sometimes it’s something stupid

the theme music to a childhood movie i played religiously

the blinding white lighting of a purgatory waiting room

the smell of dirty january sleet

 

sometimes i’m right back

and i can hear my own voice shaking and shouting in my head

and there’s an echo of police and ambulance sirens

and i’m hugging papa

 

and everything stops around me

it’s just me

and the long gap between me and her

it all feels infinite

sometimes, i am so burdened by this

  • Author: robin jayne (Offline Offline)
  • Published: November 13th, 2021 22:40
  • Comment from author about the poem: hey this is a very personal write i hope you enjoy please be respectful 💗
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