Lost

Lyn_Dejesus

Lost in the thoughts in my head

Thoughts that I'm better off dead

I try with everything to fight back

Hours and days of my life is off track

Arguing with myself that I want to live

But feeling like I have nothing to give

Wasted life in a cold world

Feeling like I did when I was a lil girl

Why does it have to be this way

Why does my anger control what I say

I'm a mess trying to hold my piece together

But then I wonder what would be better

To never feel love or care or fear

To know death is always near

Does it make me value life or live it recklessly

I can't even tell u what I honestly believe

Lost in the voices lost in the empty days 

What happened what did I do what did I say

I feel there's no coming back from this

This monster you witness

A mess of disarray 

I know I'll never be okay

One day I'll learn to heal

This is just how I feel

 

Lyn Dejesus 06/08/2021

 

  • Author: Lyn_Dejesus (Offline Offline)
  • Published: November 20th, 2021 15:19
  • Comment from author about the poem: I wrote this months ago in the middle of a mental breakdown, trying to express my struggle so I don\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'t take a path I can\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'t come back from, learning to forgive my self even in the strugles
  • Category: Forgiveness
  • Views: 18
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Comments1

  • Coyote

    A beautifully expressed piece of art. Please, hang in there my friend. Darkness is never forever🙂

    • Lyn_Dejesus

      Thank you appreciate it I'm gonna do my best



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