restriction order

feels like you know what you're doing

what am i doing?

i set a restriction order from you

or you did

it shouldn't matter

tell the court they're wrong

tell them it was all a mistake

even if you don't exist anymore

missing something that's not real

missing an idea

you said that

it's been months,

tough months

went through hell and all i wanted was you

i'm not this type of person

i'm more like scared of saying this

wish i could die

have i told you this?

that was the first time i went to the hospital

because of you

not an ordinary love anymore

it's getting more sick

wish i could stop

spitting words

i'm sorry

confusion never stops