SCRAMBLED

riding the wave i hope i don't drown in it

mass body of water my soul is surrounded 

i ask the sea is this my purpose do i deserve it

from all the dancing with pain and steady flirting

i need sanity sad we live in the world with vanity

never. ask to play this game its getting challenging

im not well balancing my mental on a bigger scale

i lost track of my path to success im searching for a trail

never had the financial guidance lost my folks at a early age

the story gets even deeper whenever u turn the page

i guess im tryna get to the point of transition that

puts me in a mindset to get my optimism back

cuz shit i lose it most of the time im trying harder though

this will be the story they read of how the author spoke

i used to be assertive i use to be worth it

bruce killed mom i honestly feel like he cursed us

but ima pray about it i look in my past n see pass it

from being a bastard to laying down in green pastures

cant b a burden or a hazard i cant have it

struggling these days usually turn people into addicts