Now is the time I give up the fight
And leave it all this lonely night
Release beliefs that held me tight
They told me there was a God outside
I was lost and then I cried
Feeling this depth of separation
I banged on doors and crashed through gates
Looking for this sacred space
Nothing filled my internal place
I crammed it all with games and hate
Threw it all it cost me great
Here I stood in my ungrace
And felt God's absence grate.
All my love I gave to you
Although, it somehow felt untrue
For there was still this separation
I wanted more than anything
Blessings and no more suffering
To feel the loving of support
Not the exhaustion I had fought
For happiness seemed so far away
And fleetingly I always thought
You were the answer to my fraught
Some Days I felt were really good
Other days I faintly stood
Desire being a hopeless intrusion
Reality kept me in this illusion
How could I escape from my confusion
With you beside me in this delusion.
Then I awoke to the sounds of light
It spread within and saved my plight
No more seeking constant delight
Or making you my wrong or right
My love extends to a massive height
Everyday brings a wondrous sight
Restrictions no longer trap our feet
For what I have found is oh so sweet
Something greater came from my moans
And in the corner of the room you groaned
I once stood before you a monotonous tone
Now we are free, I have found the key
For God is not separate like we were taught to believe
But in the hearts of you and me.
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Author:
Ameljor (
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Faith is like a shawl we wear loosely during the good times and pull tight when times are hard . For God is always with you gently leading you until you truely need him and then he gently pushes you forward . Faith is one truth one commodity the one part of ourselves that no one can ever truely take from us. A very beautiful prayer style poem.
Thank you 😊
Yep I agree, nothing to do with that crazy man made christian idea of god.
For sure, all designed to keep humanity feeling helpless. Comedian Danny Boy, one of his jokes the line is ‘God is Great and we are shit’. 😂
Well done!
Thank you 😊🌻
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