Scared of Love

love scared me

To me love was impossible

the words I Love you had never left my lips

Not for family, not for anyone

Until I said it to you

I gave you all of me

All of my mind and all of my body

So much of me that

I spent days crying over you

Days worrying about you

Days losing myself

And now it’s over

And I don’t know who I am

Because my world revolved around love

And then love left me

It left me broken

It left me lost

It left me confused

Love still scares me

And now even more

So much so I don’t think I’ll ever say it again