beautiful peaceful place

camarine

I used to feel bad all day

Maybe you made me feel that way

But actually, I don't mind

Sometimes you need to be sad so then you can be happy again 

And forget all the things that I have said

 

I don't wanna make you regret 

Honey you lied to her like when Amelia said that she was ok

 

Sometimes when I look at the sky

I can imagine a beautiful and peaceful place

I'm ok like this 

I'm happy

but something inside me makes me feel uncomfortable and cold, 

like when Amelia used to lay on her own 

 

Usually I miss being sad and the hungry afternoons,

but I can't get that feeling again, 

Amelia knows that that's not healthy

I'm not healthy like this 

I'm not that happy anymore 

I need the sadness, 

the cold

Amelia, 

I need you to let me go down into the silence, 

and I know how much you miss it too 

Maybe you can't be healthy without being unhealthy first 

I really miss my unhealthy peaceful place 



  • Author: moonlight (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: December 30th, 2021 02:21
  • Comment from author about the poem: this is the first poem i’ve written, it’s quite special and it’s about my ed
  • Category: Sad
  • Views: 10
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  • orchidee

    What is ed, please?
    Good write C.

    • camarine

      eating disorder. thank you, it means a lot



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