beautiful peaceful place

I used to feel bad all day

Maybe you made me feel that way

But actually, I don't mind

Sometimes you need to be sad so then you can be happy again 

And forget all the things that I have said

I don't wanna make you regret 

Honey you lied to her like when Amelia said that she was ok

Sometimes when I look at the sky

I can imagine a beautiful and peaceful place

I'm ok like this 

I'm happy

but something inside me makes me feel uncomfortable and cold, 

like when Amelia used to lay on her own 

Usually I miss being sad and the hungry afternoons,

but I can't get that feeling again, 

Amelia knows that that's not healthy

I'm not healthy like this 

I'm not that happy anymore 

I need the sadness, 

the cold

Amelia, 

I need you to let me go down into the silence, 

and I know how much you miss it too 

Maybe you can't be healthy without being unhealthy first 

I really miss my unhealthy peaceful place