shattered mirror talk

carolina

Truly one of my ugliest aspects within my being,

the ugly feel and fear of ugliness.

Dear body, I'm sorry I treat you this way.

a constant cycle of hatred and physical, verbal abuse.

you take such great care of me

Why is it so difficult to return the favor?

I began to realize what it truly means to live in this realm and on this planet.

Our bodies are in natural give and take with the earth

just as any other living thing, as we were all birthed from the same ground beneath.

under the same sun that blesses the living body.

My mind is what connects my soul to my physical person.

This strong and power filled emotion is what makes me a human.

this emotion is tied with how I think and react in different situations.

My ego shields over my soul, creating this double conscious mind.

as my ego seems to be all I've ever known, he swallows me whole

Do you think that I'm pretty? really?

truly why do I find this so important?

when all I teach and preach is

 we are more than what the surface brings.

I feel unclean

can't help the feeling and need to scream

I sit in this tub for hours

why don't I feel clean?

seeking validation

what do you think?
tell the truth.

while seeking validation from anyone but yourself

is truly invalid

you know you

look at yourself

have a talk

love you

for the good and bad

the raw 

clean and unclean.

it's you.

 

  • Author: carolina (Offline Offline)
  • Published: January 15th, 2022 14:37
  • Category: Unclassified
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  • Caring dove

    A great writing ) I can relate to that feeling of feeling β€˜ unclean β€˜ and ugly feelings and no , it isn’t nice

    But yes , important to love ourselves

    Even if we hold such feelings they are not the truth of who we are .. we are more than our feelings which can sometimes lie

  • Rocky Lagou

    I love your poetry! You write with an earnest and candid tone and I love the way it sounds. The message is also pertinent as I feel many of us deal with self-esteem issues. You wrote it greatly! πŸ’–

    • carolina

      Thank you so much friend! You've blessed my day more than you know

      • carolina

        Thank you so much friend! You've blessed my day more than you know



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