This feeling of loneliness,
It’s coming out of nowhere.
I don’t know if it’s from losing my baby,
Or if it’s my depression surfacing once again.
My heart feels so empty and cold,
Even though I know that I am loved.
It’s like I don’t know where I stand in this world,
And I just feel so lost and confused.
Confused about my life and my feelings,
Confused about where I go from here and how I’m supposed to move on from this.
Something is holding me back from being happy,
And I don’t know what it is.
I’m destroying myself with all this self pity,
But I can’t help it and I can’t stop.
I just wanted to be able to hold my baby,
And give it all the love it deserves.
I just wanted to see the look in my husbands eyes when he sees our beautiful baby for the first time.
But I will wait as long as it takes for that to happen…
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Author:
Mads (
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- Comment from author about the poem: I just had a miscarriage and needed to write down my feelings.
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Comments3
I am sorry for your loss. I wish you all the very best for the future.
My heart breaks for your loss. Your sadness is profound. But it feels like you have hope. You are a child of the universe. "Something is holding me back from being happy, And I don’t know what it is." I think you'll figure it out. God bless you and show you your true worth.
Keep going. This is painful. Your grief is also a sign of how much you are love.
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