I Will Wait…


This feeling of loneliness,

It’s coming out of nowhere.

I don’t know if it’s from losing my baby,

Or if it’s my depression surfacing once again.

My heart feels so empty and cold,

Even though I know that I am loved.

It’s like I don’t know where I stand in this world,

And I just feel so lost and confused.

Confused about my life and my feelings,

Confused about where I go from here and how I’m supposed to move on from this.


Something is holding me back from being happy,

And I don’t know what it is.

I’m destroying myself with all this self pity,

But I can’t help it and I can’t stop.


I just wanted to be able to hold my baby,

And give it all the love it deserves.

I just wanted to see the look in my husbands eyes when he sees our beautiful baby for the first time.

But I will wait as long as it takes for that to happen…

  • Author: Mads (Offline Offline)
  • Published: January 18th, 2022 16:07
  • Comment from author about the poem: I just had a miscarriage and needed to write down my feelings.
  • Category: Unclassified
  • Views: 21


  • Rozina

    I am sorry for your loss. I wish you all the very best for the future.

  • Buzz Bray

    My heart breaks for your loss. Your sadness is profound. But it feels like you have hope. You are a child of the universe. "Something is holding me back from being happy, And I don’t know what it is." I think you'll figure it out. God bless you and show you your true worth.

  • ellegee3

    Keep going. This is painful. Your grief is also a sign of how much you are love.

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