A Fateful Accident

zhangyuyouyu

Shaking violently, laughing hysterically like I’ve gone crazy

Neither could I breathe nor talk as only sobs came out of my trembling lips

I saw the harsh judgment in some eyes, soft concern in others

And pools of mystery in another, couldn't tell under their mask

I hear laughters and critiques as if i'm a clown on stage

Acting a performance and being at their mercy 

 

A boy hurled a ball at me thinking it was nothing

Until it transformed into a sharp knife stabbing into my heart

When he grew up,

He came to say sorry

But who can he seek forgiveness from when all that was left was a cold, hard rock.

  • Author: zhangyuyouyu (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: January 21st, 2022 11:35
  • Comment from author about the poem: I broke down in front of class one day. A classmate said something that made it even worse. That accident bothered me a lot and often question if I was out of my mind or seen as a joke by my classmates. I would love some advice, thank you!
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  • sophin

    i am sorry to here you've gone through this, dear poet. all i can say that it is not the place of others to judge who you are; it is okay to break down. please do not feel burdened by the reactions of others. i wish you the best.

    • zhangyuyouyu

      Thank you for your kind words. It has been a few months already and I am coming to terms with it.
      I wish you the best too!

    • jarcher54

      It sounds to me as if you are making the best of the situation. By sharing it with us, you are fearless and not hiding your sense of vulnerability. I think you are becoming more independent, more resilient, and more wise as a result. If it keeps nagging at you, talk to a trusted adult outside of your family or friends. They can give you some perspective. In the meantime, believe me, you seem pretty fierce and unique!

      • zhangyuyouyu

        Thank you so much! I did talk to my trusted people about it. It does not bug me that much anymore 🙂



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