Chestnut Eyes

I'm broken inside but I still hold my head high

I keep on tryin to make it right

But those chestnut eyes

They know when i lie

There is no one to blame

But myself

All this pain

All this suffering

Is what i deserve for what i did to you

The pain  you feel inside

I know its what your trying to hide

I just want to live my life

but its pointless without you

And I know how you feel because it hurts me too

I know this isn't fair

but I needed u there

Now I'm fighting to stay on my feet

It seems there is no way to know how to fix what ive done

I am so so in love with you

I don't know why I do

I don't know why I let you fall in love with me

I knew it wouldn't last

Your just too damn good to be true

I dont know what to say to you

To make you understand

That my love was true

My intentions pure

Maybe that was part of the allure

I hate myself but I know it was for the best

I'm so sorry I put you thru hell

but those chestnut eyes

they know what I hide 

That's why I cant be with you