Too Soon...

Does it seem strange at long last I actually have something good to say...?

Sure feels that way...

I feel quite content once again...

Cor how long has it actually been?

My smile can smile without thinking it's a sin...

Maybe my one day can now begin...?

Without feeling like I'm the failure,

Without the impending doom...

My life can now resume,

Or am I getting ahead of myself too soon...?

In my case that would be nothing new...

But for me feeling content even if for a short while will do...

I'm gonna grab it with both hands, that's what I'll do...

I'll be grateful in this content moment,

No matter where it may end...

Hopefully I'll know by noon if this contentment is all too soon...