Existential crisis still encompasses mein kampf Valentine's day 2022

The following lines written disjointed fashion

attempting to mimic strategically

moving pieces erratically on chessboard

ideally yielding ultimate resultant checkmate

opposing men captured for the queen to use.

 

Jurassic throwback terrible lizards

with horrific, capitalistic, and academic

counterproductive mindset atavistic

protohuman spit out fast as fired ballistic,

when he cast characteristic

long haired pencil necked geek

trademark, yours truly a mere embryonic
nudnik, nonetheless I venture

to advance hypothesis fantastic,

 

compulsive disorder fatalistic

harrowing, debilitating attacks,

generalized anxiety frenetic

housed within chromosomal material generic

conjecture deoxyribonucleic genetic

failures, (I will spare double helix graphic)

details only offering synopsis

such as anorexia nervosa,
generalized anxiety, obsessive

 

compulsive human being eventually
transforming coalescing into hermetic

progeny afflicted with psychological honorific

mutations rendering him beset with idiosyncratic
faulty cognitive mental health issues

corporeal and spiritual essence intrinsic

being christened Matthew Scott Harris,

disposition and moost definitely laconic

contemplative, intuitive, perceptive

 

demeanor most evident mindset

Offenbach to boyhood, I pined nostalgic

Tale of (H)offman woe (mine)
linkedin, speedier than quick

brown fox jumps over the lazy dog,

schizoid personality disorder deeply affecting

mental, physical and spiritual bailiwick

super tramping as some cheap trick
thriving, albeit teetotaling opportunistic

 

mailer daemons upending

generally articulate, delicate, intricate... pacific

also riddled with predilection toward panic

soon after conception, when

power - pointed excellent outlook

encompassing fatalistic, nihilistic, pathetic,

wherein unbeknownst manifest destiny poetic

primate took shape pronouncing
said gent bent courtesy agent quixotic

 

purposeless quirky ritualistic

beastie boy propensity, who must exit
regarding call of the wild this urbane rustic

and farfetched realm as said theoretic

danse macabre doppelganger - mine,

not necessarily universalistic

as unfavorable inherited, plus behavioral trait

housed within mine impenetrable

hermetically sealed invisible bubble

 

draped with blackened Hades

hued habiliment therein dwelt

sinister saboteur mastermind marauder

of the Hubble unseen but felt,

who demanded sacrifice

to traverse River Styx

with unadulterated gelt

which known phantasmagorical double,

whose piercing fiery ocular presence

thine true self amidst the aftermath

 

from Armageddon rubble

astride charred global ruins

entire civilization did melt

entire planet prognosticated

by Maya sages with 11^th hour stubble

birthed this Darth Vader nemesis

with evil upon earth he did pelt

annihilating mankind,

the derelict species that fueled trouble,

hence evil twin

appointed apocalyptic malevolence spelt

with mass crematorium desecration

left horrific blistering welt.

 

Countdown to homo sapiens extinction

predicted millenniums in past

to occur December 21

two thousand and twelve after common era

(going on ten years past due date)

whereby catastrophic spark

detonating inferno incinerating blast

eradicating extant flora and fauna

bereft sans hegira

with no means to interrupt the die

since the dawn of civilization cast.

 

Impossible mission to escape ominous

predetermined fate of human rat race

nor turn back hands of time

with origin of species on clock face

thus ticking closer to hour of doomsday

without faith to brace

allowing, enabling and providing Gaia

to redeem terrestrial space

vestiges of teeming billions

soon erased criminal minds without a trace

forcefully relinquishing simians

 

planetary stranglehold amazing grace

proffering tabula rasa for

another dominant species to claim the place

sirens promulgate emergency

toward impending inescapable cataclysm

yet no place to run or hide

lest one boards a rocket light-years away

which makes suspense thrillers

birthed by John Grisham

enviable plot to keep

Earth's total destruction at bay.