Whispers

Whispers

Different shades of black
different shades of darkness 
slowly consuming my soul 
like a melting candle with a flickering fire
eyelids slowly closing 
hoping to drift in a dreamless night but

did you hear that?
The voices
speaking incoherent mumbles 
then my heart started to tremble
There here again, visiting,
every single night.

Demons I cant seem to shake
my voice began to break
hearing a laugh that seem so fake
A laugh that insults my existence 
A laugh for their victory
A laugh for my soul.

Should I ask for help?
well I did, once
they gave me a dangerous pill
bottling it up against my will
then it exploded empty
humanity leaves my body.

And  I fought, I did 
and still do
hoping it would stop
leaving me in peace.
that's all I ever wanted 
but never granted.

 But I know someday it will
cause I know I've earned it
and I deserve it.
but for now, I'll take a rest
knowing a sun will rise
and light this darkness.