What does it mean?

RubyRae

When I say the word family, what does it mean? Is it people who love you and make you feel seen? I ask you this question because I'm not sure why, when it comes to my family, I had to say goodbye. They say it's in your DNA, your genes and your blood so why did she treat me badly, I never understood. My mum had some issues, I was always in her way, and the things that I went through, still haunt me to this day. Now my dad was my hero, he took me out of that home, and with him beside me, I was never alone. He gave me a new beginning, my life had restarted, but my world fell apart on the day that he parted. Nothing can prepare you, for the grief that you'll go through. I had nothing to live for and no one to turn to. On the day of his funeral, my mum made her entrance, I was angry and shocked, couldn't spit out a sentence. I wanted to help her, this was my chance to do right, but her presence was toxic, like a venomous snakebite. The drugs they have won, her hearts no longer beating. I'm completely on my own and that feelings defeating. So I ask you again, what does family really mean? Is it people who love you and make you feel seen?

  • Author: RubyRae (Offline Offline)
  • Published: March 17th, 2022 11:35
  • Comment from author about the poem: Another deep personal poem but it helps a lot to have my feelings out on paper.
  • Category: Unclassified
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Comments3

  • Crowns4Christ

    Family is someone you can count on,they love you no matter what,they are kind and caring, thoughtful,
    Ruby,if you will let me, I would like to be one of these people, Gods children are all family,you can always count on brothers and sisters in Christ

  • Arvy

    Family is those who run to help you when you’re in need, they make you happy, safe, heard, seen and loved, they are also who you would do absolutely everything for. Honestly very brave of you sharing your story with us! thank you 🙏

  • sally

    sad but very beautifully writen, i beleive that you are strong enough to outcome all of this, i know it's not easy but not impossible,i hope the best for you dear !



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