LIFE RIGHT NOW

If I pull this trigger now

Will the world end

It’s like the weight on my shoulders

Was the only reason

My world ended

Constipating on what it really means

It’s like I ask over and over

What is it

That’s meant for me to be

They say leave it in god hands

But still I ask

Am I meant to be a failure

Or do I see success near me

Juggling my options

Trying to figure out what route

That’s is meant for me

If I go down this path

Either I’m dead or alive

Or if I go this way

I’ll finally reach the destination

That’s meant to be

Life is never easy

Reality maybe Fatal

But if I fail now

Who will ever know my reality

So if I pull this trigger

Who am I letting down

Not me

Not you

But my lil girl

Nah this can’t be her reality

Like Tupac said

Keep your head up

Things are going to get easier

So this is the path I’ll take

Now put the gun down we down

We don’t need no mistakes