I’ve tried so many times
But I never get far enough
I feel so much pain,
But it never stops my heart
There are so many people around,
But I can’t hear a single one
All I wanna do is pull the trigger on a gun
But I still have friends so I pretend to have fun
I wanna fucking die, yet still I’m alive
Scars on my wrists, stomach, thighs
I think I’ve finally lost my mind
Do I overdose next or make some vertical slashes?
I can barely see through these teary lashes
It’s too late now, I’ve gone too far.
Let me leave, world, I’m tired of being scarred.
- Author: Ajax (Pseudonym) ( Offline)
- Published: March 30th, 2022 14:16
- Category: Sad
- Views: 22
- Users favorite of this poem: Christina8
Comments2
Keep writing it out of you. If you can, find that one good friend who can understand. Too much pain for one so young to bear alone. I wish you better.
wise words, indeed
kindness, in deed
hope your message, is received
I laud your gentle tone
(thank you!
I read and learn, kind poet)
I feel your pain I really really do. I spent too many years feeling the way you describe. I just want you to know that things get better. But keep writing, no matter what.
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