Let me Leave

Ajax (he/xe)

I’ve tried so many times 

But I never get far enough

I feel so much pain, 

But it never stops my heart

There are so many people around,

But I can’t hear a single one

All I wanna do is pull the trigger on a gun

But I still have friends so I pretend to have fun

I wanna fucking die, yet still I’m alive

Scars on my wrists, stomach, thighs

I think I’ve finally lost my mind

Do I overdose next or make some vertical slashes? 

I can barely see through these teary lashes

It’s too late now, I’ve gone too far.

Let me leave, world, I’m tired of being scarred.

  • Author: Ajax (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: March 30th, 2022 14:16
  • Category: Sad
  • Views: 22
  • User favorite of this poem: Christina8.
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Comments2

  • Bella Shepard

    Keep writing it out of you. If you can, find that one good friend who can understand. Too much pain for one so young to bear alone. I wish you better.

    • L. B. Mek

      wise words, indeed
      kindness, in deed
      hope your message, is received
      I laud your gentle tone
      (thank you!
      I read and learn, kind poet)

    • Christina8

      I feel your pain I really really do. I spent too many years feeling the way you describe. I just want you to know that things get better. But keep writing, no matter what.



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