Slowly

I’m slowly killing myself

Each night is 5 more deep slashes

To slowly bleed out 

Over the course of a week or two

I’m constantly dizzy,

It’s getting worse each day. 

If I even move my left arm, 

Pain. 

Pain 

Pain

Pain

Pain

All this pain.

My wrist looks like a checkerboard,

Lines up and down

Slash the same place 3 times, 

Move to the next cut.

You may wonder, why do this slowly?

Why not end it at once? 

Cause deep down, 

I don’t know if I want to die.

And this gives me more time.

Time to be saved. 

Someone, please help me.