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RubyRae

I've lost all control, my mind it won't stop. The pressure Inside, is about to make me pop. The voices they're strong, they won't go away. No matter how much I beg, no matter how much I pray. I'm always to blame, I do everything wrong. There's no place for me here, I know I don't belong. I feel so worthless, broken and drained. I'm trying my best but my heart still feels pained. What do I do now? Where do I go? I can't take much more and it's starting to show. I just want peace, the flashbacks won't end. I'm done with all this, I can no longer pretend. I can't take any more, I'm sorry I'm this way. I fought so hard but I just cannot stay.

  • Author: RubyRae (Offline Offline)
  • Published: April 17th, 2022 22:53
  • Category: Unclassified
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Comments6

  • Crowns4Christ

    Ruby STOP, do not do this,where are you, please don't do this

  • Crowns4Christ

    C'mon Ruby let us help you please

  • EmmaB

    Ruby, please message someone, let us know where you are. We had such a great chat this morning when I came and spoke to you. Your dad wouldn't want this, people do still care. You are not alone.

  • ForeverJesus7

    Ruby you don't have to do this. Your not alone. Believe me. I have been in the same situation. I know it may seem that way, but you are not. There is someone who cares about you. There are people who care about you. Life is not all bad. If you ever want; you can call me at 954-736-7978.
    We can talk about whatever you want, but please, there are people who love you. I know that these just sound like hollow words, but they are true.
    You are my sister in Christ Jesus.
    Call on the Lord, my friend.
    Keep the faith.
    Persistence is key

  • Crowns4Christ

    Ruby call Dion,he can help you, pray with you please do this for me please let us help you, we're your family, and you can lean on us,

  • Violet bluebell( used to be yellow rose)

    It seems that your struggling with how you feel .. maybe you should join a mental health forum .. I’m sorry you feel this way but maybe reach out to a therapist or something ?

    • Crowns4Christ

      Please pray for Ruby, please violet



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