Natalia B. Odair

My thoughts infect me

Poison in my head

Will my brain be better

Before I’m dead?

I claw at the thoughts

That keep me awake

I can’t stay afloat

I’ll drown in this lake

I seem put together 

I’m falling apart

Should I follow my gut

Or follow my heart?

I try to control

That’s a fantasy dream.

They days that are bad

I just want to scream

I live with a monster

That monster is me

Before the bells toll

Will I ever be free?

  • Author: Nat B. ✌️❤️ (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: May 4th, 2022 08:31
  • Category: Sad
  • Views: 28
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  • ChrisLyn🕊

    I can feel your poem

    • Natalia B. Odair

      Thanks! Today's not the best day. 🙁 But I'll (probably) be okay! Love & Prayers to you!!!!

    • tallisman

      Love this. Stay strong and well!

      • Natalia B. Odair

        Thank you so much! I will, and you do the same!!!

      • tallisman

        Love this. Stay strong and well!

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