What's that sound?
Is it my heart pounding vibration!? 
Shivering with terror
Full of apprehension
I sit down trying to calm down 
But then I paralyze myself by overthinking 
Have I already drowned? 
My eyes are only twitching 
Accompanied by uneasiness
Shouting with fear
Feeling of queasiness 
Yelling with tears
Darkness are overwhelming
But combined with extreme terror is shit
I feel like I'm choking
I swear I'll quit
Worrying and terrified with everything 
Extreme fright and nail biting 
Nobody understands the reasons for this 
You will know if you go through fighting 
Battle war with my emotions!? 
Feeling overly drained and exhausted 
They're called horrific demons
Coz deep down, I'm always haunted 
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	Sandra194 (
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 - Comment from author about the poem: I'm surviving with anxiety...
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defiantly expressive writing
thanks for sharing
Thanks for reading it!
Great first poem, welcome to MPS!! I too, suffer with anxiety, panic disorder. So I can relate. No fun, is it? Good emotive poem!
Yeahh... Its very hard... Thanks! ♥️
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