flower / ant infestation

jark

there’s an ant infestation in my home 
i wake up full of nightmares sometimes 
i wake up sweaty and cold 
i woke up today with a tickle on my wrist 
an ant climbing through the hairs on my arm up to my elbow 
i watched it 
i used to not want to kill the ants 
i still don’t 
so through curled lips i’ll blow a short breathe 
shooting the ant straight off my skin 
never to know where it lands, 
it’s somewhere in my room
that i lay poison down in the corners of 
dust and goop, plastic traps filled with powder 
i’m not the killer i just laid them down there 
for ants to eat and curl up and croak 
when i see an ant i don’t smush it, i blow 
i don’t know why 
i don’t want to watch it wilt 
i over water my flowers and it gets them killed 
i don’t know why i won’t let them grow 
i can’t fulfill a future full such unknowns

  • Author: jake (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: May 5th, 2022 16:37
  • Comment from author about the poem: i cant write recently, too tired
  • Category: Unclassified
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  • L. B. Mek

    you should be grateful
    for being gifted a life
    that affords you such luxuries..
    but for
    a callous universe's
    chanced, fate
    of a coin flip
    it may have been you or me
    as that helpless
    Ant...
    who knows? still
    good to write
    and work through your thoughts
    none of us are squeaky clean
    that darkness, brings
    some horridly warped perspectives
    of life..
    stay strong, dear poet
    thanks for sharing
    I wish you, peace!



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