Two Men.

Paul Bell

I shouldn’t be with you
In this hotel
In this bed
In this relationship
No
I should be with my wife
In my house
With my newborn child
Living the life of suburbia
But I’m not
Instead
I’m planning an engagement
The future
I’m now two men
Living the lie
Waiting for the inevitable to happen
And it will.

  • Author: Paul Bell (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: May 9th, 2022 04:12
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  • Rozina

    Perfect set up for a murder......next instalment....

    • Paul Bell

      Think the court murdered him and still does.

    • L. B. Mek

      I know, this is reality
      but
      for the life of me
      whether it be my friends or strangers
      I can never fathom, why
      they can't just walk away
      before
      they start, anything new...
      I don't get it
      nowadays
      with 5 min divorce courts
      and 5 second, wedding halls
      why?
      bother to cheat..
      and for those not even married;
      seriously?
      you got twice the chance of dumping
      your significant other
      to go for another and then
      try and get them back
      than, cheating
      getting caught
      or making
      an unwanted, 'mistake' child
      and trying
      to salvage something of your own
      completely, unnecessary
      mess...
      'Waiting for the inevitable to happen
      And it will.'
      hell yeah, it will, always!
      so why do it?
      for the risqué, fun factor?
      getting high
      on the taboo of it all?
      what?
      I just don't get it, truly!
      (sorry for my rant
      this is a genuine thing for me
      and when I find it as some laboured plots,
      over used - 'twist', in a book
      I just stop reading
      cos, really
      I don't get it, not in modernity
      when we're an App's
      thumb flick or clicked, tick
      from connecting
      with 3 billion potential partners
      what's all the cloak-n-dagger
      for?)
      just do you
      respect your partner, enough
      to say goodbye
      and deal
      with your shitty choices or risk taking
      prowess
      'fck all the other BS..'
      just so, elaborate and pathetic

      • Paul Bell

        I think the realisation of a long term affair has finally caught up with him, and not telling the other woman he was married has put him into a hole that he can't dig himself out of.

        • L. B. Mek

          yeah, I get
          like I said, this Is our reality
          forgive me
          I've just sat over a beer or coffee
          one, too many times
          and looked-on helpless, as people
          self-disintegrated, their lives
          over such needles mistakes/choices..
          (a poetic character study, written
          with your usual aplomb
          and very much in-keeping
          with the Robert Browning style
          of character/narrative poetry)
          thanks for sharing, dear Poet
          sorry about the rant

          • Paul Bell

            I like a good rant.

          • Goldfinch60

            Sad words of betrayal Paul, such a shame.

            Andy

          • arqios

            This is a fearsome piece and brings about so many raw emotions. Like a runaway vehicle, hurtling downhill, its brake line being severed. Thanks for sharing. /Rik.

            • Paul Bell

              It sure is a car crash.

              • arqios

                Indeed!



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