Brown Skin

ArianaJazzelle

With my brown skin and tight curls

I'm cursed in the world, that I was placed in

Trapped in today, and fearing tomorrow

In love with the pain, but sorrow is a big pill to swallow

And still, those who have sinned cast stones upon me

They’re disobedient

I'm disobedient

Because although I hear, I cant see

I've been blinded

By the stereotypical things

That was placed on me, even before I was born

But somehow this world was able to enslave me

With my brown skin

Look, daddy, yes

Look at me

Another statistic

It started when you left me

And I don’t know how to love

But here I am with 2 babies

By 2 different men

That will never love me

I am not worthy

How can I know my worth

When every good thing

Jumps right over me

Like a rusted penny heads down

Awaiting anyone’s company

I hate being alone, but I love the silence

Much like the feel of him caressing my pretty brown skin

Brown skin that reveals every dream

Shot down with scars

Its hunting session

And tonight being served are my goals

Alongside ambitions with my happiness as garnish

To those who can't seem to accept me for me

But tell it like it is at every gathering

Now the dinner table becomes the courtroom

And I'm convicted

Because of the conflictions

Between my mind and soul

But as I go with feet planted

Like tree roots feeding off my pain

As the wind blows I lose my grip

Fall to my knees

And beg to the Lord

To heal my brown skin

  • Author: ArianaJazzelle (Offline Offline)
  • Published: May 10th, 2022 00:18
  • Category: Reflection
  • Views: 17
  • User favorite of this poem: L. B. Mek.
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  • L. B. Mek

    it is, not
    Your Skin
    that needs healing
    it's those warped Mindsets
    of a callous world
    that has you convinced
    your circumstances
    are born of your failings, Alone
    they're not!
    It's they
    who make You
    think like that, that
    need healing...
    Look, around you dear poet
    stand proud, tiptoe
    if you must
    stare back at those accusatory eyes
    you see, their snap decision
    judgemental idiocy, flicker
    and that hatred, unravel...
    Beyond those, ugly
    faces of fear
    exist, true connections
    search for them
    hunt them down
    and see your reflection
    for the entity
    of diverse individuality, it is
    and rejoice
    in your brown chocolate
    of sweetness and heritage
    of defiant, uniqueness...
    We, are not our skin
    nor our height
    or attractiveness
    or names
    We
    are, All
    so - so, much more:
    'Its hunting session
    And tonight being served are my goals
    Alongside ambitions with my happiness as garnish
    To those who can't seem to accept me for me'..
    so, what
    Fuck'em!
    do You!
    you have just, one
    fleeting life
    don't waste it
    on those, who don't
    deserve it!!!
    (thanks for sharing
    stay strong, dear Poet)

  • Rocky Lagou

    I must admit, racism is only here for destruction, nothing else. Those who believe that it is the color of one's skin that is the problem are the ones who were risen in discombobulated families. Justice and equality isn't real until everyone is seen the same, despite color or other superficial factors. I fight for human rights with my poems, and I see you do too. This world is in need of change, not the victims. Stay strong dear poet



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