This shit gotta count for something
You telling me I did this shit for nothing
I can’t tell if your bluffin
You really act like this is nothing’
Why’d I’d do this to myself and why did you help me we were supposed to be in love how did it become so unhealthy ,
You pour into me I pour into you
It was suppose to be simple
But I kept pour in and pour in and you still wouldn’t grow
I’m hurtin , leavin me .. you seem certain
I did all the right things and still you closed the curtain ,
What was the purpose ?
Took off your ring , you cursed us
what is my purpose
Contemplating, playing it back over and over again
trying to figure out which way
But praying to him is way easier than asking you stay ,
you hurt me and you know it , you say I made you out to be the bad guy but at every point you get , you show it
I’m learning to be numb now
Stop the feelings before they grow you know start to go with the flow
But feelings aren’t a thing now
becsuse I don’t want them anymore
Thank you for the blessing that turn’d into a lesson ,
I wasn’t perfect but you was worth it
Would of gave up a lot for you and that barely scratches the surface
My love ran deep for you , cus I thought you deserve it , who would of know that my love came with an expiration date telling me I served my purpose.
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Author:
Ea.Butter (Pseudonym) (
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- Category: Love
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Comments3
'It was suppose to be simple?'
ain't nothing worthwhile, in life
been simple, to attain or realise
'in my humble opinion...'
thanks for sharing
Simple was not supposed to mean easy in this context more so , more in the sense of we were supposed to have the base of a relationship in order for it to grow But thanks for reading
Wow. This is touching. "I’m learning to be numb now" is the line that stood out the most to me. I feel that when love goes downhill it can be so easy to just "numb" yourself to emotions our even wanting to talk to other people. I can only imagine the heartache you're going through. I pray that you can either reconcile or find a better and healthier love. There's always new opportunities. Keep on!
i was just gonna say the same thing basically as lb mek......nothing worth something in life in simple. I hope you remember that once you move on...I know it's not easy, just sayin'
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