Kids with a monster

Hurtbutterfly

A firm believer in karma.

once I found myself nieve and so full of love,

slowly spiraling into depression ,my first love was incarcerated... 

lost with no guidance. I crawled out of the shadows to dip my feet in forbidden waters. I betrayed you...

with no intention to hurt you but trying to come to realization. I was only 15 going on 19..

Karma worked its way to me..

in a new relationship with someone  I gave the last of my hope too. Knowing they came from the depths of the dark side.

i lie to myself. Maybe I can teach them better.

they hurt me...maybe that’s all they needed to see..

i stay. I’ve been held back once again...when will I put myself first, for My real reasons to stay.

i smirk...i look at my beautiful children. Was it really karma?, or am I on the right path as they say ..although I got here by mistake? 

  • Author: Hurtbutterfly (Offline Offline)
  • Published: June 3rd, 2022 04:15
  • Category: Unclassified
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  • User favorite of this poem: L. B. Mek.
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  • L. B. Mek

    Living
    is swimming in murky, Sea's
    ergo
    we spend a lot of time
    avoiding, mistaking, recovering
    from those rabid fools
    we bump, in - to
    in our life..
    but in the wise words
    of that 'blessedly, forgetful'
    and wise Dory (from finding Nemo)
    "Just keep swimming, just
    keep swimming, just
    keep swimming, swimming, swimming."
    keep, striving
    keep believing
    keep swimming
    in the eyes of your children
    and whatever love, you've
    been gifted, in your life..
    (thanks for sharing, dear poet
    stay Strong!)
    wait
    to see how many of your
    supposed mistakes in life
    blossom
    in to, your happy accidents...!



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