glass lifeboat

Failure and fallacy,

has sent too much

that’s bad to me.

Headache slowly

drowning me.

Oceans deep,

no self-esteem.

Expectations,

cultural norms.

If life is weather,

I’m the storms.

Never settled,

never clam.

I feel no happiness,

cause only harm.

More than a crack

in my lifeboat of glass.

In a stormy ocean

I sink too fast.