Me and my friend

Life isn’t worth living if I’m not like him

How come he never does anything incorrect

I pray to be like him in every aspect

But it never worked out

He is my only friend

I have to do everything as he recommends

He is so judgy

But that’s to make me better without a doubt

Don’t you think he is talking harshly?

Did I do my test so badly

Why is he mocking me

But I’m sure he doesn’t have to shout

My head and stomach hurt

My neck and arms are cut

I hope I can get out of this shit

But I am so naive

There’s nothing for me to achieve

I can’t breathe

I guess I’m the one who will leave

But I don’t know which route

If only I have known it sooner

I wouldn’t have let you get any closer

I don’t have to suffer any longer

But it’s no use talking about

Finally, I get to use that knife

Thanks for ruining my life

And he finally leaves

But he was right when he said I was a stupid boy

Now I regret it all and wish I could breathe again