Vajavoda

Where I Roam

I just want to stop the struggle
I've even changed my choices
But I can't escape this rubble
I can't stop hearing these voices

What is this hell
That I have built
I feel it swell
As I wilt

I have tried to run
I have tried to hide
But it weighs a ton
And tugs on my pride

Is there anything I can say
What can I do
This torment won't go away
I feel run through

I just want to be free
Of all of this pain
Just let me be
I say in vain

No matter how much I pray
There is no answer
And I continue to sway
In this unending disaster

Still I know it is my fault
Because no matter the sin
I never stop or halt
Much to my chagrin

I know I am my greatest enemy
Holder of this restless soul
And I will suffer till I find the remedy
That will finally make me whole

So don't try to save me
Just let me try to find my home
I will always be a detainee
In this empty soul I roam.

  • Author: Vajavoda (Offline Offline)
  • Published: June 15th, 2022 20:54
  • Category: Sad
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  • User favorite of this poem: L. B. Mek.

Comments1

  • L. B. Mek

    I won't..
    but allow me to appreciate
    your poetry
    and champion your bravery
    and laud
    your Fight's, unflinching sincerity..
    (thanks for sharing, dear poet
    may karma, gift you
    a semblance of peace
    or
    its equivalent, in your life..)
    stay strong!



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