I don’t want to be angry anymore...

I’m not sure why fate brought me here..but,

i don’t want to be paranoid anymore.

I just want to feel love..

will you look me in my eyes and hold my hands?... 

will you become more responsible of your life -for it is connected to mine?..

im anxious, I seek comfort.

i feel worn down..fighting to keep my spirits alive..

I surrender, I can’t even care anymore.

i wanna cry, i don’t even care anymore.

i remind myself to focus on the important...

please be genuine to me...

my white flag is up. I don’t wanna be angry anymore...

hopefully love will just come naturally..

hopefully I can hold on to my dreams of becoming a stable tattoo artist...

I’ve just been trying to beat the odds... holding onto myself as a mother..

holding on to my career choice ...

I went from being nieve And so full of love..to depressed and unstable as soon as I became one with you..but I’m so tired. I don’t wanna fight these fears anymore.. 

i no longer look for love but only within myself...

my white flag is up. I’m exhausted of being manic.

i don’t wanna be angry anymore..

Just leave me alone..if your not ganna hold my hands and change..

i just need to be a mother..

i just need to focus on financial stability and loving myself...because Idk if you’ll change. My white flags up.

i don’t wanna be angry anymore.