22.05.15 pause

lovebrigita

i don’t want college to end
not because i’m having the time of my life
i’m not
it just means that something has to change
i’d rather flunk the same three classes over again than have to take the next step.
i’d rather have the same professor say i have too high hopes than have to take the next step.
i’d rather be judged by my roommate for staying in bed than have to take the next step. 
i’d rather face the same disappointed stares from my parents than have to take the next step. 
i’d rather stay stuck in the past than have to take the next step. 
i’d rather do anything than have to take the next step. 
maybe i can feel like i’m living at some point.
please
just pause. 

  • Author: lovebrigita (Offline Offline)
  • Published: July 9th, 2022 01:50
  • Comment from author about the poem: scary thoughts about futures i guess.
  • Category: Reflection
  • Views: 6
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  • tallisman

    We all wish for a pause or rewind button! Just enjoy the moment…… I wish I had at that age,. In many ways we worry about the future to much, inevitably it takes car of itself!

    • lovebrigita

      i hope so - thank you for reading this!



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