I have put myself in situations,
I even ask why.
Everybody has had a hard one
And fought the demons inside.
Who are you to say it's nothing,
My heart bleeds
And burns with sin.
I consider myself a good one,
Happiness I try to find and let in.
Some people won't let go,
In blood my past they sign.
Trust, sometimes I have none
Because what I have seen.
I know that betrayal
Is always behind your back,
And behind the scenes.
I can't understand why people are so fake,
Pretend to like and love you
Then roll you over with a hard rack.
That's why love scares me
Even though I think it's real.
I know the pain is coming,
So I prepare and put up my shield.
Pain is no stranger,
To me it has been a friend.
That's why I trust no one,
But deep in my heart
I wish I could mend.
Mend all the pain and sorrow,
Mend all the sweat and tears.
When I look back on it
I have wasted so many years.
Knowing you can't change it,
The years that have past by.
So you sit alone at night,
And hold your head to cry.
People have to understand
The path that I have walked.
At times I need a shoulder,
And someone to let me talk.
Life is a hard road
And no one is really there.
So hold yourself and believe..
Because no one really cares.
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Author:
Tammy Smith Sarazin (Pseudonym) (
Offline) - Published: July 17th, 2022 05:16
- Comment from author about the poem: Just telling about no matter what you try to do after so much shit you realize no one cares.
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Comments3
Sometimes when the forcefield goes up, it just never comes down again. Putting it into prospective, one or two people let us down, and we then just ringfence the rest. Still a lot of good out there around the corner.
Thank you so much but yeah I still have that force field around me. thanks for reading
Beautifully written, as always Raven , Paul got it bang on, just don't give up, there are still good people out there !
Thank you, and I won't give up
Lovely Raven, as always. Paul’s assessment was spot on! Wonderful words!
Thank you so much for your support
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