NO ONE REALLY CARES

I have put myself in situations,

I even ask why.

Everybody has had a hard one

And fought the demons inside.

Who are you to say it's nothing,

My heart bleeds

And burns with sin.

I consider myself a good one,

Happiness I try to find and let in.

Some people won't let go,

In blood my past they sign.

Trust, sometimes I have none

Because what I have seen.

I know that betrayal

Is always behind your back,

And behind the scenes.

I can't understand why people are so fake,

Pretend to like and love you

Then roll you over with a hard rack.

That's why love scares me

Even though I think it's real.

I know the pain is coming,

So I prepare and put up my shield.

Pain is no stranger,

To me it has been a friend.

That's why I trust no one,

But deep in my heart

I wish I could mend.

Mend all the pain and sorrow,

Mend all the sweat and tears.

When I look back on it

I have wasted so many years.

Knowing you can't change it,

The years that have past by.

So you sit alone at night,

And hold your head to cry.

People have to understand

The path that I have walked.

At times I need a shoulder,

And someone to let me talk.

Life is a hard road

And no one is really there.

So hold yourself and believe..

Because no one really cares.