Long, lost, last and your journey ahead

You just wonder why, was it all just a fun little lie

Did you really remember when you felt so high

Do you remember you were once whole and you glowed

Nothing could hold you, nothing could be told to you

You simply flowed
 
So you now go home and stare at a box that glows

What happened to you where did it all go

You were you and now your old

The memories so cold, where they true and now just echos of old 

So you look for relief and you find a refill

So you meet once a week and repeat all your ills

But you remember the time when you felt your heart melt

Now your numb and nowhere to go except home to that hell

But your still alive and you often wonder why

You remember gazing into the night sky now just a blur in your mind
 
So you try 
 
Now in turn your wonder of when you felt alive
 
Lookout, dont blunder
 
Regiment, to keep you in control and you hope it will...

Keep alive day by day you remember those steps 

You keep alive, if you keep your will, you keep your life

And so it goes