BROKEN 💔

I meet them smiling, I trust them all
But they become a number, that I can't call

There is a slow burning, when we lose a person close
In my words I hide it, but in my eyes the pain shows

I love I lose, I cry I scream
That's how life is, not my happy dream

The irritation the temper, I become a walking fireball
Why it happened when and how, I wonder staring at the wall

In my weakest moments, I am not ready to beg you to get it back
But in my strong stoned heart, there is still a deep Crack

This world this place, this all seems fake
No bond no heart, it's all just give and take

Love and tears don't matter, respect is a must
If my words mean nothing, you lose my trust

Nobody here cares, whether I live or die
But once I am gone, they will post and cry

Maybe you are too good, and maybe I am bad
So it's better I stay alone, than be with you sad