anxiety please.

I wake up your in my head.

your thoughts are killing me i'm already dead.

dead inside you have your hold on me.

I'm alone inside I plead to be free.

I promised the children to take them out side.

I try to leave, again your inside.

inside my mind I cant control you.

your intrusive thoughts always claim to be true.

your just protecting me from the dangers out there.

since when does protecting mean leaving me scared.

I know cars are fast and quickly they kill.

those bridges can fall, my children get ill.

now I cant breath your suffocating me.

anxiety go please leave me be.

your words cut deep they ruin lives.

just for once I wish its not mine.

I understand if I take my eyes away for a look.

I will miss the disaster that will have surely struck.

the thoughts are to much my energy is gone.

its over for now again you have won.

I wont leave the house its not worth the risk.

my heart feels broken I can't go on like this.