Your presence

solarasar

i feel your presence

in every peak or ravine

i feel my heart hammering through my chest

in every noise or silence

 

i feel your numbness

in every conversation or activity

i feel the ache in my thumping heart

pulling me down in a swamp

drowning me

gripping me by the throat

squeezing even harder with every hectic movement

i dare to make

 

i am scared

but i am dead now anyway

 

~022

  • Author: solara (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: August 27th, 2022 04:56
  • Comment from author about the poem: This poem is basically me describing one of my biggest enemy: anxiety. How it makes me feel and What it makes me feel. \r\nI remember writing this sitting on my bed cuddled up in a blanket being totally anxious that i am gonna have a panic attack soon because i kept overthinking. So i decided to collect my feelings and thoughts and try to write something out of that in hopes i could distract myself. And this is what came out.
  • Category: Sad
  • Views: 12


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