Someone’s Treasure

I don’t want to loose this life

Make excuses

Fake a smile

Wake up and get on with it.

I don’t want to simply except what’s happening, as though my feelings have no weight.

I don’t don’t want to have the pain of telling loved ones it is no more.

I don’t want to be vulnerable.

I don’t want to cry tears over a heartless soul.

I don’t want to analyse my every move.

Blame myself for any mistakes I made.

I don’t want to feel alone,

I don’t want to, no longer have a home.

I don’t want to punish myself for days on end,

I don’t want to just pretend, that you can be just my friend.

I don’t want to repeat a cycle.

I don’t want small talk.

I don’t want fake.

I don’t want basic.

I don’t want boring.

I don’t want Mundane.

I Don’t want, you will do.

I want to feel love that I know I deserve,

That ignites a fire within me.

That runs though my body like my favourite song.

I want to feel mystical.

Priceless.

Someone’s treasure,

Hidden within their depths

The X carved right there on your heart.

And not to be discarded so flippantly ever again.

I want it all.