the green dot

as i wish apon a text from him

staring at me is the green dot.

green

green is SUPPOSE to symbolize prosperity..

green means go

but in this case

green is the reddest shade of frustration.

as i wait on that ping

that damn ping

all i can hear is the voices of my inner self constipating

as i reread every. single. message each in a different prospective's.

as if i haven't read them a thousand times..

only to end up with one conclusion..

what did "i" do wrong

with the only negative thing running past your mind is this dot

useless as you wait on a text from a different platform.

useless as you see them react to a post, but surpassingly cannot react to your message ..

that poooor message..

the same message that was sent 8 hours earlier 

staring; waiting 

for that long ways notification to pop up with their name.

the same name that made you so happy...

but all you can seem to see is that little green dot peeking around

as the 10th hour of "delivered" comes to "read".