Discussing Depression

Sleeping for days

Sleeping all night

Never awake to see

What your really doing to me

 

As each day passes

I’m wanting you more and more

Craving sleep like its a drug

Seeing how it all effects me

 

Losing track of time

Sleeping life away

It’s not me

I’m just not ok

 

I try to explain the best I can

But if you’ve never seen it

You wouldn’t know

Like I know first hand

 

The feeling of drowning

No energy at all

People never question

Until the end makes the fall

 

If you’ve never had it

Don’t act like you have

It’s not a fucking joke

We can’t help it’s something we have

 

Joking and teasing

It’s always around

You make it worse

Just kidding around

 

I’m trying my best

But it’s something nobody sees

Your words and actings

Hurt but it’s nothing you see

 

Feeling like your never good enough

Like you’ve been put on the earth to die

I would saying everything will get better

We all know this is nothing but a lie

 

Therapy don’t fucking work

If anything it makes it worse

Judgement and having to explain

While trying not to say every single thing

 

Keeping your thoughts inside

Hoping you don’t say the wrong things

Trying to force a smile even on the worst days

Telling yourself every day it’ll all be ok one day

 

The day you realize your finally alone

Nobody to message or simply call

That’s when everything will consume

Late nights are the worst for me and you