wonder

wonder,

is it admiration or curiosity?

perhaps it is the curiosity of what its like to admire or be admired.

i wonder if i am admired?

i wish to be looked at with a wonder; an admiration and curiosity of what and who i am.

i long to be seen as something beautiful, unexpected, unfamiliar, or inexplicable.

i long for people to be curious of me.

i long for people to hold some type of admiration for me.

or maybe i just wish they would see me the way i see them; beautiful, unexpected, unfamiliar, and inexplicable.

i want to be seen that way, one day.

one day.