Margaret

 

 

The thought of losing you was much scarier than anything.

In the initial stages,

I felt how worthless I was without you.

A hefty chunk of my time is spent inside my mind.

On a solitary theme, You.

I had endless questions 

Yet, no answer 

 

Then came the most terrifying thought,

Trashing our dreams together

(Business plans, rich goals of valuing us & visiting places)

I lived as a quarter and seldom a half or a whole 

I sought everything that could numb my pain

Or level the circumstance 

But nothing supplanted you

 

You’ve definitely become a tonnage more loved 

Than you were previously

I think of u when 

I’m happiest, happier, normal, sad & saddest 

And mostly, I think about what we could have become together 

 

Losing you was so dreadful 

I had lost everything 

One hundred percent 

On a positive spot, It was liberating          (You taught me, I could live for me)

A vital balance in everyone’s life

I love u

 

U could lose everything                                

(beauty, style, kids, cash...) 

But I would in any case pick you,          

even at 70.

 

Your heart is so warm,                                  

It melts my cold life.                                  

I’ve never felt much comforted elsewhere than in your arms.                                          

“A friend  I can never replace.”-2pac.        

Hope you find more reasons to smile,        

I’m trying too.                                                  

& May be one day I will find wings and fly