Melancholy

Without reason, I feel alone and down

And no ones there for me when I look around

I call for help, I hear no returning sound

I call for company, I really need it now

I seek reassurance when I’m in doubt

But when it's given, I don’t feel reassured

I’m running from the past, but it's hard

‘Cause the past reoccurs

And it keeps reteaching me lessons

‘Cause I never learn

I’m ignorant and stern

Even when I know that I’m wrong

I tell myself I’m fine, but this feeling, 

I’ve been feeling it for so long

Things are gone, but I still try to hold on

And it hurts

The people that surround me are what gives me my worth

And everytime they leave, I feel my value fall to the value of dirt

I’ve got emotions that I can’t put to words

And I’ve got thoughts deep down that no one’s ever heard