Dear Sister

Dear S, Im sorry.

I’ll hate myself forever, but don’t pity me 

Cause I should be there for you instead

Im the older sister, Im supposed to protect you

But instead all I do is hurt you

I'm sorry for everything I didn’t do

I'm sorry for everything that I did do too

I failed at my responsibility

Everytime your mad with me, I get mad with myself

Thinking “What did I do?” “How can I help?”

I try to talk but you push me away and I understand

I know I can’t make up for my mistakes

But even in the hurt and in the dark

I’ll be here, whenever you need

Hey Sariri? Your an idiot, but your my idiot

I'm sorry and promise to try to be better 

                             Sincerely, 

                              you annoying and very disappointing big sister